everyone’s talking about ello. is it cool guys?

OCTOBER BOTM

caulifl0wer:

~i didn’t realise its the end of the month and i’m going away in less than 12 hours, so excuse the banner-less post ~

» must be following me
» reblogs only 
» must reach a decent amount of notes.

THERE WILL BE NO POLL. Winner picked by me on October 4th 
Winner gets all the usual perks including a link on my blog forever, promotions, help with promotions and a follow (if not already). 

I’m so fed up of people telling me that wanting to study veterinary medicine is useless, and that human medicine is better because we need more doctors but not vets. Why would I study something that I’m not passionate about? That makes no sense. Ugh. If anyone knows if their university offers international scholarships, let me know please :) I really want to go away

virctis said:
lovely, it's not worth it. 18 months!? thats absolutely amazing! I am so proud of you! take a deep breath, watch some funny videos, or talk to a friend, or take a nice bubble bath or read a book and keep telling yourself that you can push through this urge and you'll be completely okay. <3

Thanks so much. That helped. You’re amazing :)

Anonymous said:
please don't hurt yourself you've gotten so far. we all believe in you. try distracting yourself, maybe the urge will go away. at least that's what i do and it usually works. stay strong ♥

Thank you beautiful. I’ll try.

18 months clean from self harm and I’m feeling so triggered right now sigh

I crave touch, yet I flinch every time someone is close enough. - I have become rather fearful I suppose.  (via dollpoetry)

Watching two football matches at the same time. I’m obsessed